Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Off to a good start

My cousin just came over and just got a lot of stuff from my sell list. Yay for cousins! He also has dibs on all my furniture, but since I'm here for another 3 months he'll just have to wait. I'm really glad he came by because he was asking for things I didn't even think about selling, like my various bags and whatnot. I'm really sad to see my stuff go, but it's all for a greater cause: JAPAN.

Tomorrow is picking up the car for the Las Vegas trip. I'm excited since a friend who wasn't going is now going to ditch his bike marathon and go with us. Friends Forever! (inside joke)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I'm still waiting

I totally and utterly blame tonight's episode of Glee for this post.

You know how you're in that awkward stage as a teenager, not comfortable with yourself, and some people say to you that 'it's just a phase, that one day you'll be confident and you'll accept yourself for who you are, and everything else will fall into place?'

I'm still waiting for that day.

In the show Dexter, Dexter mentions how pretending helps him 'cope' with not being able to feel anything and he hopes that by maybe pretending, he'll someday feel those emotions he's pretending to have in the first place.

I think it works. I'll keep pretending, and hopefully someday I'll actually feel that it's okay to be just me.


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